I returned my holter monitor a few days ago. I kept looking for it and wondering if I'd left it somewhere, but at least my hives are healing up nicely. Right now I'm worried about how long it'll take for my doctor to review my test results. I would love to go see a cardiologist about my results but I'm 99% sure you need a referral which fucking sucks. My doctor is dumb because she has too many patients right now (as admitted by the receptionist) so it takes her 2-3 times longer to go over any information she's given. Once July 1st comes I'll be on J's insurance so I'll be able to look for a different GP.
I'm very worried that nobody will take my arrythmia seriously. When I was in high school I had the exact same problem as I have now (the heart problems at least) and they said it's just anxiety. Bullshit. That's the excuse I'm expecting from my hack of a doctor and I can almost guarantee that I'll be seeking a second opinion about this. I'm not just going to sit on my hands and wait like a good little idiot while she doesn't do her fucking job.
Another thing that's been on my mind is the return from my accident last year. They notified the other insurance that I was finished with treatment six weeks ago and we still haven't heard back from them. I just want to finish this up so I don't need to think about it anymore.
My period is a day late so I took a pregnancy test. Thank goodness it was a clear negative. My heart was racing while it was developing. That would literally be the worst thing to happen right now since my health isn't great and my mental health is iffy too. It's still frustrating though because my exhaustion is super high and my OCD has been out of control. I never thought when I was younger that I'd be looking forward to bleeding every month, but here I am at 26 anxiously awaiting the visit from Aunt Flo.
Depression has been a real bitch lately. I'll be in the middle of having a decent day and then all of a sudden depression Falcon Punch's my mood right into the gutter with Pennywise. FML
I'm very worried that nobody will take my arrythmia seriously. When I was in high school I had the exact same problem as I have now (the heart problems at least) and they said it's just anxiety. Bullshit. That's the excuse I'm expecting from my hack of a doctor and I can almost guarantee that I'll be seeking a second opinion about this. I'm not just going to sit on my hands and wait like a good little idiot while she doesn't do her fucking job.
Another thing that's been on my mind is the return from my accident last year. They notified the other insurance that I was finished with treatment six weeks ago and we still haven't heard back from them. I just want to finish this up so I don't need to think about it anymore.
My period is a day late so I took a pregnancy test. Thank goodness it was a clear negative. My heart was racing while it was developing. That would literally be the worst thing to happen right now since my health isn't great and my mental health is iffy too. It's still frustrating though because my exhaustion is super high and my OCD has been out of control. I never thought when I was younger that I'd be looking forward to bleeding every month, but here I am at 26 anxiously awaiting the visit from Aunt Flo.
Depression has been a real bitch lately. I'll be in the middle of having a decent day and then all of a sudden depression Falcon Punch's my mood right into the gutter with Pennywise. FML
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